Camo

Leave yourself and fade
Like the shadows in the night,
blend in and survive.


I'm not looking forward to classes as much as I thought I would be. I mean sure it would've been nice to see old friends and such but... as I think about it now, it's not so thrilling. A lot of the people at my school think that I'm a big douchebag already for being so brutally honest when giving my opinion. I'm that guy who will tell you that the dress you picked out does make you look fat and yes, by wearing those jeans your butt does in fact stick out.


I don't know what my approach for surviving this year is. Should I just be that quiet guy with few cool legitimate friends who gets his work done? The social guy who wants to run for Media Rep of his year? Maybe I should look at this as a chance to surpass and move forward in this overcrowded pool, rather than just find a nice balance and stay afloat. I don't really know what I want right now, everything is so confusing with too many thoughts and opinions from people that no longer matter to me, but they think that they do.


"My past is not a memory, it's a force at my back. It pushes and steers. I may not always like where it leads me but like any story, the past needs resolution. What's past... is prologue."
-S.Aran